sometimes I think that I'm bigger than the sound

Irfaan is:

creative, smart, focuses on fantasy more than reality, attracted to sad things, fears doing the wrong thing, an observer, an avoidant, fears drawing attention to self, anxious, cautious, somewhat easily frightened, easily offended, private, socially uncomfortable, emotionally moody, uncomfortable being looked at, fearful, occasionally a perfectionist, self-sabotaging, values solitude, guarded, hatese crowds, organized, second guesses self, likely to support marijuana legalisation, focuses on peoples motives, severely uncompetitive, prone to being lonely, not comfortable with spontaneity, prone to sadness, frequently worried, and very prone to intimidation.